The slip of the tongue or better known as the Freudian slip, was what I’ve experience today in front of a friend. This Freudian guy right here is a fucking genius but all i could say to him is, “Screw you!”. Because of you, I’ve mentioned someone’s name wrong and it seems like I’ve compared that person to my ex. It sickens me to know that I thought of my ex while mentioning someone else’s name. Freudian explained that a mistake of the tongue is actually the intentional statement that was going on in your mind at the moment. And for me to say my ex’s name instead of that particular person’s name has made me worried and confused to question why I even mentioned him. Why was I even thinking of my ex when I was mentioning his name? Was I having feelings towards him? Well, it kinda seems obvious but then again, why did his name came out? It has made me confused to the point where tonight won’t be a great night for me to rest. And yet again, I’ll be tossing and turning in my bed thinking to the never ending question of Why. It’s like a punch in the stomach; it’s like a slap on the face; it’s like all of the bad things that you could ever imagined of running through your mind, seconds before you could have a good night sleep! Freudian, you are one piece of shit!
23
Nov
08
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